beCauSe PeopLe caN hurT PeopLe wheN theY ThemselVes aRe hurTing
oNLy The HOLY_ SPiRiT caN stoP thiS cycLe....
PeaT aNd RepeaT weRe waLKing doWn the STreeT.....
buT eVeN moRe absTracTLy aNd MetaPhysicaLLy...
speaKinG oF whiCh==
BeauTy iS oNLy skiN DeeP oR sO "TheY" saY...

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yoU caN'T judGe a BooK bY it'S coVeR----
aGaiN i SaY==
The PoweR oF HOLY LoVe---The SpiriT oF CHRIST
oNLy thaT caN eaSe PaiN aNd seT thinGs straighT...
TotaL FoRgiVeNeSS...
aS GOD LoVeD uS HE senT HIS oNLy SON tO diE foR ouR SiN.....

aNd iF HE dieD foR uS shouLd NoT wE LiVe foR HIM????

mY liFe iS woNDeRFuL==

buT i haVe NOoooooo eNeRGy...

i LoVe tO sLeeP!!!!!

i'Ve beeN theRe doNe thaT wiTh aNythinG thaT maTTeRs---

iT's liKe,,,,,,,aLL iS VaNiTy..

i thinK thiS iS DEPRESSION.....

iT's o.K. though

i asKeD foR iT.

GOD iS G∞D ††††††††††††††††

anoTHeR oNe frOM LasT weeK....

PeopLe wiLL NeVeR aGrEE oN eVerythinG iN thiS LiFe==
iF a PersoN iS stronG wiTh old-fashioner BiblicaL MoraLs theN thaT persoN iS a LoSeR
iN thiS neW Millenial socieTy

WheRe aRe wE??

What is it?????

EVeRyBoDy/oNe wiLL gO tO wheRe theY BeLieVe aFteR theY Die... aNd spenD ETERniTY!!! buT thiS shouLd fiT iN HeRe: wheRe theY thinK theY aRe goiNG wiLL determine tO a LarGe extent whaT aNd whO theY wiLL spenD tiMe wiTh heRe iN TiMe...

WhaT I don'T reMembeR---- I DOn'T neeD tO;;; whaT I can'T / doN't See====I doN'T NeeD To sEE... GOD taKeS GOOD CaRe oF mEeeeee...... TheRe cOMes aLoNg a tiMe iN a PersoN's SouL ThaT deMaNdS a choiCe GooD oR eViL?.?.? ThE diFFeRenCe iS LiFe oR DeaTh.... Which waY tO gO?? off oR On! WiTh oR wiThOuT Hungry oR F A T ! HaPPy oR SaD? LoViNg Or HaTinG? SiTTinG iN StaRbuCKS: Facing the windOW-- I heaR behinD mE tWO VoiCes,, IT sounDs liKe theY aRe boTh talkinG on the PhoNe,,,sorT of a fuLl voluMe I can'T uNderstanD worDs but the timinG sound liKe they couLd almosT bE talkinG tc each other BuT sinCe theY talk aT the same tiMe I'm SuRe theY aRe oN thE phoNe tO others so firsT I thinK-- EveryoNe is oN ceLL phoNes TheN I realiZe theY aRe jusT haVinG a cOnVerSaTioN.

i thiNk iT iS thE fiNaL CounTDowN.... i aM sOoooo TireD :: i awaKen aT 9 AM aNd fiX/EaT BreaKfasT/// Everyday StrawberrieS aNd slices oF bananaS wiTh a daB oF Crunchy PeanuT BeTTeR..

aNd noT to forgeT aNd/oR  Kewis or\ aNd  bLacKberries ( noT PictuReD )

My MotheR -foR yearS haS haD congestive HearT failuRe...heR leGs/ankles aRe chronicaLLy swollen wiTh edeMa becauSe The hearT haS a harD time pumping bLooD arounD..&& ThiS causeS heR to bE VERY shorT oF breaTh==especiaLLy oN exertion,,,,,,WeLL, Fri nighT heR heaD goT aLL congesTed aNd sHe feLt liKe she couLdn'T breaThe--taKe a fuLL breaTh--- wE caLLeD 911 aNd theY transporTed heR tO hospiTaL... THeY weRe injectinG lasix IV foR 3 daYs tO geT riD oF the exceSS waTer iN heR boDy.... AnyWaY She'S hOMe nOW wiTh a fluiD restrictioN oF 5 cuPs TOTAL oF LiquiDs aNd sinCe sHe haS ALWaYS beeN aN adVocaTe oF 8-16oZ gLaSSeS oF waTer/daY===thiS iS quiTe a LiFesTyLe cHanGe... HeR MenTaL(iTy) =aTTiTuDe iS stiLL 9 on a scaLe oF 10.. {{stiLL smarter thaN i }} heR PhysicaLiTy iS abouT a 3oR 2 becauSe oF breathinG~~~ One DaY aT a TiMe....i aM THANKFUL foR eaCh NeW DaY GOD iS GooD † NorMa BashaW paSSeD gentLy iN heR sLeeP

10 pm FridaY NiTe = Breathing WorSe thaN eVer... calLeD EMT HosPitaL ER tiLL 4 AM --NOW==StaYinG aT MerCy HiLLcresT RooM 618 beD 1 ~ LoW BP buT theY deFLuidizeD heR wiTh MassiVe LaSSix.. ~~~ theRe iS noThinG moRe tO dO foR heR b a a D hearT conditioN... iF sHe waLks o.K. todaY shE caN coMe hoMe TonighT oR TomoRRoW.... wheN she geTs to cOMe hoMe i'LL MessaGe yoU aGaiN, (L) ``` l3iLL June 20Bill Hirr mY MotheR iS hOMe frOM hospiTaL..... EverYthinG iS aS befoRe===for lasT coupLa yeaRs--- excePt nOW FluiD RestrictioN dieT====1200cc liquid/DAY... aNd beinG thaT sHe aLwayS dranK 4 16oZ. classes oF waTer per daY THIS iS a Drastic chanGe in LiFeStyLe........oooH boY,,,, iT's liKe oNe moRe liFe-LiNe iS seVereD... GOD BLeSS uS EveryOnE †

******* FLea§
bedevilED, tormentiNG, troubleD, beset, dogGED, curseD By THEM(s) {sic}.
buT i doN'T haVe a doG ?oR CaT....!----aLthouGh theY VisiT thE YarD aT NighT...
i dO GoT(s) {sic} birDs, RaTs, aNd PossibLy a SkunK oR PossuMs....
WhaT tO dO===
[[ i'M LiTeraLLy CraWLinG wiTh theM(s) {sic}......]]]
GoT tO geT riD oF sOMe stuFF.....

&&&  GoT(s) {sic} tO noT dO aNy moRe PS WorshiPinG unTiL thiS iNfesTaTioN iS goNe.......
LORD HelP mE PLeaSe!!!!
~ iN JESUS  HOLY NAME †

YeSsssss!

i aM:

i wanT tO LiVe iN thE PasT==
wheN thinGs weRe siMPleR aNd MoRe iNNoCenT....
i NeVer eXperienCed aNy HaTe oR deaTh...
iT's a diffeRenT worLd noW
ThanKs to SeX aNd DruGs..
YeSSssss aLL mY owN DoiNg...
TheRe iS oNe waY ouT:
JESUS_CHRIST
HE dieD sO thaT i MighT LiVe.....
aNd Though momeNT tO MoMenT i ForgeT
HE aLwaYs iS waiTiNg oNce agaiN tO ForGiVe aNd ForgeT mY TransgreSSioNs....

WiTh aLL that GOD LoVeS mE wiTh.....
i'M sTiLL DepreSSeD BecauSe TheRe iS MoRe thaT i waNT tO dO thaN mY EnerGy LeVeL
{aNd ThiS PaiN}
aLLoWs mE tO accomplisH
iF i'M oN mY BeD-HorizonTaL=i aM HaPPy----
WheN i geT uP aLL i wanT tO dO iS gO bacK tO SleeP....